Sunday, May 19, 2019

Jim Jones Within Pop Culture: A SKYND review *TRIGGER WARNING*

Before I start this post off, I would like to issue a trigger warning. What I am about to talk about is based on the true crime of Jonestown, Guyana, where over 900 people were killed by either drinking cyanide infused flavor-aid, or killed by (supposed) injections, gunfire, or by other means. I do not wish to cause anyone discomfort in any means, so if this topic is unsettling in any way, please click out of the tab.

When I was in high school, I became fascinated with the Westboro Baptist Church, a small church in Westboro, Kansas that is notorious for picketing funerals and other major events. These events include but are not limited to soldiers' funerals, funerals and memorials of those who lost their lives in disasters (e.g. Marjory Stoneman Douglas High School, the Aurora, Colorado theater shooting in 2012), gay prides, and concerts. These people bring signs that depict vulgar positions, spread hate speech, and seem to have no empathy to the families who have lost family and friends while they tell them that they're all going to Hell.

At dinner, my parents and I were talking about them, and my dad said "one of these days they're going to drink the Kool-Aid." I had heard this phrase before, but I had never known where it came from. All I knew was that it was kind of another way of saying, "If your friends all jumped off a bridge, would you?" My dad then looked at me and said, "Boo, do you know where that came from?" I told him I didn't. "When you get the time, look up Jonestown."




He then explained to me what it was, to some extent. Both of my parents were alive during it, my mom in her early twenties, and my dad was in high school, so they were old enough to remember when it came on the news.

In November 1978, 909 people in a cult known as "The Peoples' Temple," either committed suicide, or were murdered in a mass suicide; one that the world would never forget.

When I got my hands on this information, I researched as much as I could. I have watched documentaries, notably Jonestown: Paradise Lost and Jonestown: Life and Death of the Peoples' Temple. Even recently, I listened to the final recording.



As fascinating as this topic is, not just for me, but for millions of people, what I find more fascinating is the amount that Jim Jones and the Peoples' Temple are represented in pop culture.

In 2013, Ti West wrote and directed The Sacrament. The movie takes place in a community called Eden Parish, a community based on the real life Jonestown, which has cabins that were even specifically built for the movie. Father, who is played by Gene Jones, represents Jim Jones in his performance, and even goes so far as to talk his followers into "drinking the Kool-Aid," and commits suicide via gunshot, much like Jim Jones. The fact that Gene Jones plays a man that the followers refer to as "Father," is an allusion to the followers of Jim Jones calling Jones, "dad," which is also alluded to in a broadway play called, Thank You, Dad, a play by Aladrian C. Wetzel about Jones' life that debuted in January 2019.



Ke$ha, a song artist popular for her party-based songs, made a reference to Jonestown, in her song, "Blow," with the line "drink that Kool-aid/follow my lead/now you're one of us/you're coming with me." I am unable to find the direct quote, but the rumor is that the song itself is a self-empowerment message for anyone who has been mistreated by others, and that they are better than the ones that mistreat them. It's an attack on the elites, and the reference to Jonestown is how people blindly take it.

However, the most powerful reference to Jonestown that I have seen to date is a song from a new underground metal band called SKYND. SKYND, a band based out of Australia with the work of SKYND herself and producer/multi-instrumentalist, "Father," or simply, "F," writes and sings songs primarily are about true crime. Notable songs they have made are Elisa Lam, a song featuring Jonathan Davis, and most recently Jim Jones.



I watched this music video at night. I watch a lot of horror movies and while I do scare easily I still don't necessarily have an issue going to bed afterwards.

This music video basically told me I wasn't allowed to sleep.

The music and imagery that accompanied it were so eerie, so beautifully accurate, and there was no sugar-coating the disaster. The most notable part that I applaud SKYND for is the part during the bridge where the followers are drinking the "flavored cyanide." Many people forget that cyanide, while it kills within 5-10 minutes, is painful. In the final recording you can hear men, women, and children screaming and crying from the pain. Followers assured the parents and the rest of the followers that they were crying because it was "bitter," but the truth is that they were in excruciating pain.

SKYND and Father spoke with Shawn Wiseman from Rock All Photography, and SKYND said that (source linked above):
"I always wanted to write about Jim Jones because I’ve long been fascinated by how easily people are manipulated when it comes to religion. It was interesting how people followed him while ignoring all of the facts to the contrary about who he truly was.”
Father weighed in, telling Rock All Photography the following:

 “Although this horrible mass suicide happened 30 years ago, this case, at its core, is more relevant than ever. Where it has always been easy for religious leaders and governments to brainwash people, it became very easy for the silver-tongued Joe Blow to do so in recent years through the help of social media and the Internet. Through the invention of the World Wide Web, we’ve been promised the age of information, which ironically became the age of misinformation. It is now harder than ever to tell the difference between the facts and what’s fake. Could this development lead to a fatal event like in 1979, but on a global scale? It’s harder to imagine that it couldn’t.”

I am thoroughly impressed to see such songs about true crime that are on par with crime documentaries and horror movies. The man who portrays Jones gives me chills with the accuracy of his looks and his straight face throughout the video.


SKYND's goal, in her own words


"I want to get as close as possible to the evil that humans are capable of. I am obsessed with it. For weeks, months even, I’ve been trying to get into the heads of the most vicious, cruel killers. There is nothing more fascinating to me than people who have reached the boundary of their humanity."

SKYND also brings up Jones' "no boundaries," assumingly about his tendency to have sex with his female followers, and his drug use with "selling monkies/godless junkies." Jones' son, Stephen Gandhi Jones, said that his father had a drug problem, and would use drugs to control others; "religious holy roller/a mind controller." Jones also used amphetamines and tranquilizers for himself, despite forbidding recreational drug use.

It is obvious that Jonestown is popular for people who are interested in the darker side of humanity, but it doesn't have many references that are seen seriously. Even the first ever episode of Family Guy back in 1999 had a Jonestown and Heaven's Gate reference when Meg joined a cult on accident. SKYND also said that she does not wish to turn a blind eye to the story.



"That's what makes me creative, and we are all capable of doing inhumane cruelties."

SKYND may only have four songs about, but I feel like what they have in store for us will be bloody brilliant.




Wednesday, January 30, 2019

Sexualizing Serial Killers? Why we probably find serial killers sexy (TRIGGER WARNING)

Serial killers: We love them and we love to hate them. They give us something to think about. We love to see what makes them tick. Why did they do it? How did they do it? People for centuries have romanticized serial killers, but more recently we have serial killers like Jeffery Dahmer, Richard Ramirez, and Ted Bundy, just to name a few handsome killers.

The sexualization of these infamous killers has been brought up in media multiple times, especially with the releases of Conversations with a Killer: The Ted Bundy Tapes, a Netflix docuseries about Ted Bundy, and Extremely Wicked, Shockingly Evil and Vile (which I will be calling Extremely Wicked for short), a 2019 Sundance Film Festival movie from Bundy's long-time girlfriend's perspective, starring teen heart-throb Zac Effron as Bundy.


Since the release of these films, people have been thirsty over Bundy! Netflix has noted this and has asked people to stop thinking that he's hot. Obviously, the reason for this is because Bundy was a serial rapist and killer who went on a cross-country killing spree, spanning from Washington and Oregon, being caught in Utah, escaping during his trial in Colorado, being caught because he was sleep deprived and driving and police noticed the car weaving, escaping again while in Colorado, and finally ending up in Florida State Prison where he was later executed via electric chair on January 24, 1989. Ironically and iconically, this was the date when Conversations with a Killer premiered on Netflix. 

During his trials, his charm and intelligence sparked inspiration for books and films about serial murder. Feminist criminologists loved Bundy, and turned him into a romantic figure. His wife, Carole Ann Boone, was convinced that he did not commit the murders until he confessed days before his execution. Boone and Bundy conceived a child, but the two have been out of the public eye for obvious reasons.

My question is, "what is the big deal in making him hot?"

The answer: It's not a big deal.

Lay down your pitchforks because we're going to look at something that Bundy's living victim, Kathy Kleiner Rubin, said about the movie Extremely Wicked (quotes from People:)

"[I don't have] a problem with people looking at it, as long as they understand that what they're watching wasn't a normal person."

 Kleiner Rubin also added:

“I believe that in order to show him exactly the way he was, it’s not really glorifying him, but it’s showing him, and when they do say positive and wonderful things about him … that’s what they saw, that’s what Bundy wanted you to see.”


Sorry Bundy, but I can't give you all of the attention. There are other killers that have peoples' loins frothing. In fact, this one wants to have a lucky man for dinner:


Jeffery Dahmer, The Milwaukee Cannibal, had multiple personality disorders. And when I say that, I'm not saying the old term for Dissociate Identity Disorder. I mean that Dahmer had been diagnosed with Borderline Personality Disorder, Antisocial Personality Disorder, Schizotypical Personality Disorder, and was psychotic. Dahmer trained himself to see people as objects of pleasure. He frequented gay bars, bathhouses, and when he was barred from them, he would use hotels for his...hobby.

So, obviously, Dahmer was charming enough to have multiple sexual partnets, and was sexually active enough to acknowledge that he would get frustrated whenever his partner would move.

I've seen my share of Dahmer interviews, and I can say that Dahmer was a handsome, charismatic man. I usually have an issue in general conversations figuring out if someone if genuine or is just messing with me, but with serial killers there's this tick about them that I can see that says "oh, yeah, they're insane." Jim Jones videos? Red flags. Ted Bundy? He looks crazy. Dahmer? I cannot tell if he truly feels remorse for what he did or if he's just playing the "sympathize with me" card. He knew he was sick, and he couldn't stop. But he didn't.


Dahmer was murdered by a fellow inmate at Columbia Correctional Institution in Wisconsin in 1994, and died of head trauma along with inmate Jesse Anderson.

Now, Dahmer was also noted to be an awkward person, and spoke monotonously, as many with Schizotypical Personality Disorder do. But...let's talk about this lover-boy:



Richard Ramirez, The Night Stalker, was a Satanic pretty boy (not gay pretty boy, but look at that jaw line) from Texas. His raping and killing sprees in California started with 79-year-old Jennie Vincow in 1984. His spree continued until August 1985 when he was captured in East L.A.. The fun stuff was during his trial.

During his trials, Ramirez attracted a cult-like following of black-clad Satan worshipers. Mostly women. After he was sentenced to death row, he eventually married 41-year-old Doreen Lioy.

Fun Fact: When someone on death row gets married, they leave out "til death do you part," because it is in poor taste.


Ramirez was sentenced to death by gas chamber in San Quentin Prison in California, but died in 2013 of B-cell lymphoma in Marin General Hospital.

All three of these men have charisma, are attractive, and are literally bad boys. So, we could find them "sexy" for multiple reasons.


  1. We sympathize with them, and feel like we could change them (if they were alive)
  2. We want a dangerous life, something other than the mundane life that we live
  3. They're just interesting
It could be multiple things. The bottom line is, though, that Netflix is right. Richard Ramirez isn't your "daddy," Jeffery Dahmer isn't some sweet teddy bear, and Ted Bundy isn't a knight in shining armor. They are rapists. They are violent, homicidal maniacs. 


We can think they're gorgeous from afar, but at the end of the day, life's too short, and love's a killer.

Tuesday, January 29, 2019

Kim (Not?) Possible: Looking at the cast of the Kim Possible live-action movie

So, if you are unaware of this, Disney is producing a live-action Kim Possible movie. And fans are pissed! Rightfully so; we wanted another season. Not a live action that is clearly targeted at tweens.


Kim Possible, a Disney Channel original series created by Bob Schooley and Mark McCorkle. The animated series was an instant hit, and ran from 2002 until 2007. Kim, Ron, and Rufus brought with them four seasons, two movies, and now a live-action premiering on February 15, 2019.

I'm not here to say if I like the movie concept or not. I'm waiting for the movie to come out to have an official opinion. Because, honestly, I think that it could be a decent movie. Definitely not perfect, due to certain aspects that I will disclose later below, but decent at the very most.

So, without further delay, lets bring in the superhero herself: Kimberly Ann Possible


Kim Possible was original voiced by Christy Carlson Romano. Romano is also known for her role as Ren Stevens in Even Stevens, Cadet Captain Jennifer Stone in Cadet Kelly, and the voice Yuffie Kisaragi in Final Fantasy VII: Advent Children and the Kingdom Hearts series. IMDb has Romano on the cast list for the live-action as well. She'll be playing a pop-star, Poppy Blu.

As you can see by the design of Kim's appearance, she is obviously an example as to why cartoon physics would not work in the real world. I'm glad that she eventually changed her outfit (as much as I loved the original, don't get me wrong), because those baggy pants look like they would be falling off. And the shirt not covering her stomach? Girl, if you were in the real world, you would be in so much trouble with all of the vital areas being revealed. Then again, we are talking about a show about a couple of high school students going out and saving the world on a school night, so I can't be too harsh on Kim's fashion choice. After all, Kim is a cartoon, and we need to remember that.

You see what I did there? This is what everyone has been nagging about with the live action design not being "exactly" like Kim's cartoon outfit. Kim is a cartoon. No matter how many cosplayers pull it off, that kind of outfit is something that not everyone could pull off (myself included).

With that rant over, let's look at the live-action Kim.


Kim Possible will be portrayed by Sadie Stanley. Stanley is an up-and-coming actress, with this role being her first big role. She has done vocals for a cover of the original theme song, "Call Me, Beep Me," which...well the vocals were good. Stanley has big shoes to fill, and to her I say break a leg. And good for her.

Love the red hair. I know it's not her natural color, but she rocks it. The shirt is okay. Not sure how I feel about the heart Kimmunicator on her chest, but it might grow on me. It's definitely more efficient than pulling out the Kimmunicator.

The pants. If it wasn't for the lacing at the end, I wouldn't have an issue. But the lacing is my only big complaint.

I am living for those boots and the belt! The belt is like...fanny pack...but punk! I love it!

Next we have Ron Stoppable, Kim's best friend, sidekick, and eventual boyfriend as of So The Drama and season four. Ron was voiced by Will Friedle. Friedle is also known for his roles as the voice of Terry McGinnis on Batman Beyond, Eric Matthews from Boy Meets World, and the voice of Seifer Almasy in Kingdom Hearts II. 

When Kim and Ron were on missions, he would sport a similar, but masculine fitting, version of Kim's outfit. Here, we have a picture of him in his usual casual outfit. All in all, his outfits were much more realistic, but, again, this was a cartoon. Ron would frequently lose his pants, making him the constant distraction and comic relief of the series. He was a loveable sort, and much more relatable as I got older. I wanted to be a Kim, I turned into a Ron. Whoops.


Ron's live-action counterpart is played by Sean Giambrone. Giambrone is famous for his role as Adam F. Goldberg (not to be confused with Adam Goldberg in the senior year) in The Goldbergs.

I am living for Sean as Ron! Not only is he the physical embodiment of Ron, but his role as Adam proves that he is absolutely perfect for this role! The outfit is on point! I cannot get over it! I won't get over it! Rooting for you, Sean! I believe in you!


Now, we can't have a Kim Possible look without looking at our favorite naked mole rat. Rufus obviously is much cuter than any naked mole rat. I'll spare you that picture. It's one of nightmares. Not fit for Disney, kids.

Rufus was voiced by Nancy Cartwright. Cartwright is also famous for her roles as Bart Simpson in The Simpsons, Chuckie Finster in Rugrats and All Grown Up! (after the retirement of Christine Cavanaugh), and Mindy in The Animaniacs.


And she's returning as the voice of Rufus in the movie! 

And look at that CGI! Rufus is literally the cutest mole rat in the world!

The recurring villain of the series, Dr. Drew Lipsky, AKA Dr. Drakken, was one we all grew to love. This blue mad scientist was voiced by John DiMaggio.DiMaggio is known for various voice roles, more notably the multiple roles he had in Batman: The Brave and the Bold, Fu Dog in American Dragon: Jake Long, and Brother Blood in Teen Titans

Dr.D had abnormally blue skin that honestly was never really explained if memory serves right. We just know that he wasn't always blue. He also had dark circles around his eyes, a black ponytail (probably balding?), and a blue lab coat. Let's see what they did to him.


Alright let's look at out main antagonist.

He's being played by Todd Stashwick. This guy...is pretty menacing looking. He's been The Mask on Gotham, Father Kieran O'Connell on The Originals (shout out to my sister, who loves The Vampire Diaries and The Originals), and Eli on Heroes.

With all of those roles under his belt, I have no doubt that he could play someone as campy, but sometimes menacing, as Drakken.

I'm digging the lab coat. Looks like something I would get on a cosplay website. Actually, better. Because I know that painting someone's face blue (or any color) is a pain in the ass, and they probably didn't want him to look too cartoony, they've given blue, glowing veins. Possibly lab accident. I love it.

I can only imagine how hilarious seeing him be the comical Drakken will be with how scary he actually looks.


I couldn't just give this girl a white background. If I had known that liking girls was a thing when I first saw her, I probably would have said that she was my girlfriend and there was nothing that anyone could do about it. Shego is the reason I love the goth aesthetic. 

Shego was voiced by Nicole Sullivan. Sullivan is also known for her roles as Mira Nova in Buzz Lightyear of Star Command, various voices on Family Guy, and Franny Robinson on Meet the Robinsons.

Shego's skin is a pale green,which was explained in the episode "Go Team Go!" in season two. She sports a black-and-green bodysuit, which shows off her curves, and matching black-and-green gloves. She could conjure this type of glowing green energy from her hands, which proved very lethal on many occasions. She is a superhero-gone-bad, which honestly I hope they bring that up in the movie.

And...I'm not disappointed:

Damn...damn...damn...

Taylor Ortega, a fresh face along with Stanley, has played small roles before, being Ice Bucket Girl in JonTron and Greta in Succession.

I liking the outfit. It looks more futuristic and badass than the cartoon version. Armored, green makeup as opposed to green skin, which, again, I feel that. Not everyone looks good with obscured colored skin (green, blue, pink). 

I'm loving Ortega's aesthetic. I hope she acts as badass as she looks in the movie.


Wade Load, the ten-year-old computer genius that gave Kim her missions and managed her website, was voiced by Tahj Mowry. Tahj is the younger brother of Tia and Tamara Mowry from Sister Sister and Twitches. Tahj has also played Teddy, Michelle's best in Full House, and Tucker Dobbs in Baby Daddy

Wade was a chunky, dark skinned kid who was always in his room until "Team Impossible" in season four. Wade was comical, and extremely smart for his age.


LOOK AT THIS CUTE LITTLE GUY!

Issac Ryan Brown was on America's Got Talent 2012, and he has aged pretty well since then. The six-year-old who sang Micheal Jackson for Simon Cowell has also played young Dre in Black-ish, Micheal Jackson in the second episode of Time Traveling Bong, and also plays Booker Baxter in Raven's Home.

This is a pretty good portrayal of Wade. The room is filled with computers, Brown is a quirky kid, and looks like he's having a blast with the role.


Monique was Kim's best friend. She was portrayed by Raven-SymonĂ©, who is known for her roles as Olivia in The Cosby Show, Nicole Lee in Hangin' With Mr.Cooper, and more notably Raven Baxter in That's So Raven and Raven's Home. Monique was dark skinned, African-American, and had an amazing style. Sadly, she is not in the film. She is being replaced by someone else.


Athena, played by Ciara Riley Wilson, will be replacing Monique in the live-action movie. Honestly, I don't know how I feel about her. Her description is that she's a superhuman teen that moves to Middleton and transfers to Middleton High School, the school that Kim and Ron attend. On top of it all, she's a Kim Possible super-fan and her dreams come true when she gets to tag along on an important mission.

That whole description sounds like it came out of a fanfiction, but everything sounds like a fanfiction these days. Hell, Descendants is one of my favorite movie series and it's practically a fanfiction. I'll give her a chance.

I love the homage to the outfit that Kim wore in season four. But the lace! Really? What is with the lace? I love the hair, but I hate that she's an ugly duckling character. I honestly despise that trope, but that's just me.

So, that's the main cast everyone. I left people out like Bonnie, Professor Dementor (who is being played by the same person who voiced him, Patton Oswalt), and Mr.Barkin, to name a few, because naming everyone would have taken way too much time and this post is already long as is. I will say that we have a few good names coming our way (Alyson Hannigan from Buffy: The Vampire Slayer and How I Met Your Mother playing Kim's mom), and honestly, I'm looking forward to the movie and hope it doesn't disappoint too much!

Either way, this is so not the drama!


Wednesday, December 5, 2018

Cal's Hidden Gems: Motel Hell

So, during finals week I have chosen to do the only sane thing and look through my streaming services for so-bad-they're-good horror movies. Whilst scrolling, I found this beauty and I could not resist looking into this specimen. Ladies and Gentlemen, checking in never got so easy at Motel Hell.


Being someone from the deep south, I could tell right off the bat that this was going to be some redneck cannibalistic BS, and I was far from wrong. Motel Hell is one of those movies you look at and think, "hm, this looks like trash. Let's take a look." Or, at least, that's what I did. Released in October 1980, you can bet you're in for some southern stereotypes.

The movie starts out with our main character, Vincent Smith, played by the late Rory Calhoun, going out hunting in the early morning. On this hunt, we meet our eye-candy of the movie, Terry, played by Nina Axelrod. She and her companion, Bo, are injured in a motorcycle accident. Bo is presumed deceased and Terry is taken in by Vincent and his sister Ida, who is portrayed by the late Nancy Parsons.

As the movie progresses, we see a much darker side to the Smith family and their Motel Hello. It's quite obvious what it is, since Vincent is a meat distributor, what this side is. How they go about their business is a completely different matter of what most people would think of coming into a cannibal themed horror flick from the 80s.

The movie itself is disturbing in multiple ways, from the methods of killing, to kidnapping, to almost (and I mean almost) rape. Just when you think it's predictable, it gets you by surprise. Surprisingly, it was a good movie by horror standards. It's also one of the most ridiculous and funniest movies I have ever watched, to the point where I had to ask myself, "what is this redneck bullsh*t I am watching?"

Motel Hell is one of those movies you watch because it looks like trash, and it ends up not being trash. The noises and visuals from the ever-so-happy Smith siblings will be giving me nightmares tonight. Campy, comedic, sexy, and disturbing, it's definitely a movie for classic horror fans.

Checking in was easy. Checking out is going to be hell.

IMDb rating: 6.1/10
Amazon rating: 4/5
Rotten Tomatoes rating: 70%
My rating: 7/10 Vincent's Fritters

Tuesday, November 20, 2018

Introductions are in order

So, here we are. Just me blogging from class, probably should be paying attention, but, oh well.
The future of this blog is filled with travel, drag, LGBT+ pride posts, and many more to come. Nerd shit, gay shit, normal shit, shit posts, all of that lovely shit to go around.